there's always something exciting in new places. the nervousness when we first stepped in alone while everyone seems happy chatting with each other or be in groups. the awkwardness when we sit randomly beside someone and try to make some basic conversation. how we feel shy to talk to everyone in class and befriend them, but we did it somehow. how we start comparing the 'new' friends with our 'old' friends, in mind. but we managed to accept them as they are, and we learn to adapt in that new place.
while we started to enjoy our new life, we also miss our old routines. things we usually did, things that aren't special, things that we take for granted, but now we missed those things so bad. the way we joke around, talking nonsense, relieving our stress and just forget every problems with our best friends.. but it seems quite hard to do the same now, because... well, we used to live in different ways from theirs. even the way we talk is different.
(blank mind...) -_-
(blank mind...) -_-
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